back to the history.....
pulangnya aku SMS dia lagi....tapi gak dibales......dah berkali2 ku kirim....tapi gak dibales juga......karena kesel, aku beli eskrim 5. 3mc flurry, 2 eskrim cone......
Tanggal 21......tambah galau.....ribuan pertanyaan melayang2 di pikiran ku...
"Dia marah po sama aku?,apa dia lagi bosen? apa dia gak punya pulsa?apa karena sibuk?,apa karena batrenya habis?"dan masih banyak lagi........karena gak tahan, aku ngajak priti ke kantin buat beli eskrim cone.......Eskrim adalah obat paling ampuh menghilangkan rasa galau atau marah......bagiku..... B)
karea masih galau, aku beli lagi, aku minta sama ibunya eskrimnya yang banyak.... hehehehe
Malemnya, karena tambah galau, aku dengerin lagu galau dari Korea.....lagunya:
-Taeyeon SNSD "closer"
-Onew Shinee "in your eyes"
-T-ara "cry-cry" ballad version
-Taeyeo SNSD"Missing you like crazy"
dan masih banyak lagi.........
malem itu aku nangis mojok di ruang tamu yang gak ada lampunya........kayak setan sih....tapi gak ada tempat buat nangis sendirian tanpa ketauan orang lain..... ngenes -_-
tanggal 22.......akhirnya aku sakit..........ditinggal sendirian lagi di rumah........dalam keadaan sakit demam, aku berani nangis.........kalo memi dah pulang trus ditanyain kenapa nangis, ngakunya "aku sakit"...........
biar tambah nangis aku dengerin lagunya Taeyeon yang Closer....
translate:
taeyeon SNSD There are so many things I couldn’t say You have never heard them before but I’m not someone who just loves anyone I see
Because among the many people in this world
I could only see you
I am standing here as I only see you
After this love, I don’t really know what will happen Just like child who is always this way, Will you warmly hold me right now?
Though someday your name might become strange
My heart will remember all the memories Even if a painful separation comes between us Let’s not think about that today
Because among the many people in this world
I could only see you
I am standing here as I only see you
After this love, I don’t really know what will happen Just like child who is always this way, Will you warmly hold me closer?
Now I’m not alone
Only you who has come to me from that place-
Only you are my everything
After this love, I don’t really know what will happen Just like child who is always this way, Will you warmly hold me closer?
Closer
Warmer Will you hold me? |
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